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Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Little Joke - Excerpts from Doctor Who

Throughout the episodes i've seen, i met with plenty sort of professional jokes as if they're written by comedians. Here are few 

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Racnoss trapped Donna and Lance in its web. 
Racnoss: My golden couple. tell me, do you wanna be released?
Donna and Lance together, 'Yees!'
Racnoss: You're supposed to say, 'I do.' Say it!
Donna and Lance looking each other "I do." says Lance, so does Donna 'I do.'
Racnoss with a weir voice and laugh, 'I.... don't'
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Doctor: you've been dosed with Huon energy. And it didn't exist for a long time. TARDIS has got it (huon energy) in her heart.  See, that's what happened. Reckon (holding a mug) this is TARDIS and that's  (picking a pencil with his left hand) you. Particles inside you activated. And the particles inside you magnetised with TARDIS's. In the end you were pulled up inside the TARDIS
she stairs at the Doctor, shockingly. 
Donna: I'm a pencil inside a mug

Doctor Who Season 3, Episodes 10-13

Hi there, i wonder myself how i could spare time for things i really wanna do. For example, i truly want to watch the Doctor. Currently, I watch the Doctor Who Episodes in a row without slowing down. Literally, i wasn't able to make things on time until i met someone, someone who brought me out from my teeny weeny universe.

You know who the Doctor is? He is the man who is the source of hope. A man who is more than brave, the one who saved people's lives so many times and they (people) never even knew it was him. Yet, he was glad to keep that quiet. Significantly, he never stops, he never stays. He is not satisfied no matter how much he devotes, sacrifices himself and gives a hand to humanity. Remarkably, he never asks to be thanked.

Everyone would be in tears when you see the scene where Martha welcomes the death with a smile. It was the time where time stopped, hope died, light's off, no sign of anything to give her another chance to breathe, yet she was there and smiling, not like a facade, but truly real one.

There's people who would think themselves as a god and us as their slaves. Let them know that one thing they can't do is 'You can't stop them thinkin'' @Doctor. And they can't control our freedom. We can't live without it.

After all, what the Master had done (all bad things) to the Doctor, he (the Doctor) forgave him.

Finally, it is not the time that matters, it is a person. Many of us wish we could have an eternal life. What if all the things you have to see is to watching how your loved ones are fading away one by one. How hardly unbearable pain must it be!

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Doctor Who Season 3, Episode 8 & 9, Human Nature & Family of Blood

heellloooo my dear readers. great to see you again. I've been suggested to watch the TV Show Doctor Who. I am seeing season already. There's couple things i wanted to share you about the episodes eight and nine, season three.

First things first, first time ever i've seen the Doctor turns to a real human nature (being). Suddenly, i noticed that the feeling of gratefulness of being a human being. I could've been sent to this wildly world as somethin' else besides a human. Have you also turned your attention to how Doctor was so glad for being a human being, although he knew that he wouldn't be living an eternal life. Is this why some of us are afraid of death, coz we don't what's beyond it?

oh, btw, anyone would hit down below on comment on how to treat and act someone special specially as well as fly right, coz i truly love to make them feel special and unique but it happen to be like i act them as everyone else. That sucks.

Let's get back to our main discussion topic, what was i about to talk on?! oh, yea. There's was a Family of Blood as a villain of the episode (8-9). It reminded of a Bloody Mary when one of the fam of blood (sister) has been trapped inside the mirror. You might know about the legend of the bloody Mary, a century old story. She appears in the mirrors, a howling woman drenched in blood. She will come to life when you call her name when you are alone inside the room where there's a mirror, dark place,  lit with kindles.

Daughter of Mine (sister) from Family of blood prisoned inside the mirror. Therefore, as Doctor stated, anytime we see, or hallucinate, someone in the mirror where there shan't be anyone indeed, it is most probably tend to be her, a girl with fade face and sad look. Now i wonder if she and Bloody Mary get to talk each other or somethin'? idk

Notes:
Family of blood: green and gaseous creatures that can get inside the human body and control the body. However, they have very short lifespan, would perish only in three months if they don't inhabit inside the human body, like mayflies. Additionally, they have got increasingly incredible sense of odor which helped them to tracking the Doctor, his special scent


Friday, August 4, 2017

Survey - what is s asurvey?

          Hi sincere readers. Recently, I was asked to do a presentation about the 'Survey', a way of collecting information from individuals. 
          Have you ever been grabbing a chair in a Philosophy class or in a public place, and a person with a load of papers in his hand comes up to you out of blue and asks if you have few minutes to talk then you will have likely been asked to take part in a survey? What's a survey? Why survey is conducted? what are types of a survey if there's any? 

What's a survey?
         Antecedently, a term 'survey' briefly means collecting the data. A survey is the method of gathering information from individuals who are called participants, because the researcher is interested in the opinions of participants about a particular topic. Eventually, it happens when a researcher asks a number of questions, all have to be relavent with the issue though,to find answers. Therefore, when we are conducting a survey, we would like to make sure we are asking questions that sill collect accurate, reliable and useful information. For instance, I want to collect an information on the quality of education in electronic device (ED) administered schools (using ED in schools are allowed) with schools where electronic device non-administered (bringing ED to school is strictly prohibited). I write questions before I conduct my study, e.g. Are you allowed to use ED during the class time? What are you using ED in class for? What if ED is restricted in school premises, would you be still be able to do similar things you were doing with ED? (e.g. instead, you could go to internet cafe if you need internet connection)

Why is survey conducted?
            Additionally, by conducting a survey you know more about the age, race, sex, ethnicity, and so on of a particular topic. Technically, in survey research, instruments that are utilized can be i
either questionnaire (structured) or an interview (non-structured). 
              Questionnaire is a series of written questions 

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

Book Review - Don't You Forget About Me, Alexandra Potter

One of the precious book I have ever read. Glamorously, this book was suggested by her to her friend. Her friend was heartbroken and thought this book would help her get through this tough time. She gave her friend this book, at the same time she never left her. She always was at her elbow, accompanying her through her difficult times. How I got this book? Well, she didn't wanna read and asked me to lend my book to her (It's funny and embarrassing I don't remember the name of the book). Literally, I accepted the treaty XD. Glad I had agreed on switching the books. Basically, I've got some quotes to share. Don't worry, I will try not to spoil by giving eye-catching words and quotes.

First things first, you will be facing with the disease called Alzheimer's while reading. Just in case I will drop the link for you to check what Alzheimer's (difficulty in remembering, memory problem) is.

Never try to forget or erase bad and painful memories from memory- 'You need both sun and rain to make a rainbow ' @Gramps

'If you love someone, your heart will always remember them. Even  if the mind doesn't, the heart never forgets' @Tess

'It's never late to try to put something right' @Fergus

'Life is like a dance. Such fun, but sometimes you get tired and forget the steps. Then it's time to take a rest" @Cécelie (French Lady)

... and stand still and move on where you left off.

Monday, July 31, 2017

Movie Review - Doctor Who, S1, E 1 & 2

umpteenth times of 'hello' dear my readers. Previously, I promised you to tell you a following movie title I was going to see. It is 'Doctor Who'. Incredibly informative tv series to see if you would want to catch up with me. After two episodes had been completed, i decided to write Review about the TV series. especially, sharing scripts and important quotes would primarily be taken in to account. Thanks to her again. She is just amazingly brilliant. It was her to suggest me this TV show. 

first of all, I love it, Doctor Who series. Humans are the enemies of an Earth 🌏. We say and claim we are gonna safe this world together. No, no need. thanks for your company. but, we got its expert. let them do their job. It's certainly not a HUMAN being. Earth itself soothes its problems and sores if we don't burn the plastic, throw them away by not recycling. For instance, in United States it's plastic consumed more than other products, yet only 8% of it gets recycled. 

All in all, I will be sharing quotes, funny phrases, or even dialogues that sparks my interest.
hope you all enjoy the rest of the week splendidly 

Pep Talk, but not exactly a pep talk

Hi again, it is me. Wish you all had a great start off today, Monday.
Exams... damn examinations. .. get all of us into unnecessary stressful moments. Recently, i saw people who are about to take exams after couple of days. I notice sth about them, they are ferociously stressful and nervous.  On the other hand, there's people who had already failed even before taking the exam. Lack of motivation,  fear of failure,  all of that. Therefore,  i decided to drop some notes down if you guys are willing to read. It meant to be a motivational speech. Wish people who are taking exams XD or going through tough times, this pasage would help you soothe and relieve your stress for a little bit.
In my opinion, we all need to be lectured, well not exactly a lecture or a pep talk. It should be sth that boosts our morale or run our cars. We all have got various of cars that lets our life move on in daily bases like Lamborgini, Ferrari, BMW,  or even tuk-tuk. Here is thing, would it matter what brand car you are in if you can't make headway coz you don't start a car? This is life people. We all are on the same boat no matter how different treats we own. We gotta come ashore together. If a boat falls to pieces, we all get drown dear family. Literally,  we all make it to the shore if you are on my crew, be on my crew. That means it's time to do something. We need to commence. Get started from any point. We shan't just sit and suffocate in despair and hopelessness coz we think that it's over and we can make it. No, that is not the truth. If we don't run the car, it just stays where it is. Keep budging. 
There's two paths where one is less traveled and the other one is long-distance journey.  If we choose less traveled one,  then we are up to tackle with thorns, rocks, shadowy forces.
However, if we are on the second path, it is worth to meet with bumpy roads to cross and insurmountable mountains  to climb, coz, at the end, this road allows you to move and progress, even if it happens gradually.
Last but not least, we all wanna be in the road that leads to awesome. So let's get started and keep moving.
What if KD had quit? (PS: Kevin Durant, NBA player, winner of MVP 2014). What if he had walked out when he didn't make the team? He would never carried his mysterious backpack with him XD (PS: he carries his backpack to pre and post conference talks with him)
This is your time. This is our time. Although it's  a week ahead for finals exams,  it is not late yet. We have got one whole 144 + hours. Just knucle down to it right now.
Remember No panic, No stress, No getting nervous

Sunday, July 30, 2017

Movie Review - School 2013, Final Episode (16)

Hey there. hope you all had a great weekend. I sent off my parents back home today. It's gonna be arduos reconcile myself without my mom. Well, I firmly say myself not to grizzle, just be patient and do my job properly in a way that others would not need to double check.

Recently, I v seen the final episode of School 2013. I only wanna summarize what I v learned from this 16-long-episode Korean TV series.

First of all, I deeply send my appreciation to the one who suggested me to watch it. She definitely got the taste on movies as well as music 🎶 🎥.

Judging
Never judge students for their actions. I will tell you this, there's a reason behind a student whatever misbehavior  he had committed. There's a saying "Don't emphasize how the content is difficult'. Students do not need to know about the difficulty level of the subject. They already apprehend every thing as 'Difficult work'. They need motivation, encouragement and support but not discouraging and comments. Likewise, they are aware of their mistakes although they seem they don't care, or pretend not to. They only need you to support and a hand to offer that drags them off from the swamp they pledged in.  What's solution then?!

Change your tune
Yea, that's right. No matter how right we are or what happens, just climb down. We gotta meet problems or issues halfway. If possible, we should hide troubles we have, not spreading it around as though people around won't get hurt. Because, the promblem you have is unbearable. I know. it's must be easy

Active Patience
Last but not least, active patience takes place when all the doors to enlightenment are closed, you don't have any choice but give up, you find a way to through these problems. It's like moving, even if it's gradually, and progressing. While you are fighting with formidable obstacles, you spread positivity around. You see how kids left alone outside in a harshly cold world, yet you can't do anything for that, you are not able to do anything to propose solutions to or solve the problem. And you stand still, you walk back and forth from corridors as if you are in marathon competition and just can't stop until a light pops up. this is what an active patience means to me.

All in all, just check this tv series out. Surely, there's things to learn
I will keep you updated if I am gonna see another Korean Drama (educational) soon.
Have meticulously great week

Friday, July 28, 2017

Movie Review - School 2013, E15

Oh God, how am I running away from sharing others' troubles? I firmly remind myself, I don't  not suppose live to live,  but I am here to live so others could live... But, It doesn't work, I can't make it happen. All i do is eating sleeping slacking my fill. How about other? Those who reach out to me, appeal for help?

Yoo Jin, a student of T. Kang who's committed suicide, was a glamorous example to everyone of us. She was crying for help, she tried her one last chance turning to T. Kang. She was looking a hand offered.

There's no next time. It's not tomorrow. It is today, right now. Be ready to open your heart to everyone, a cuddle without judging, selecting, or discriminating.

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Movie Review, School 2013, E14

Hi my diary, or journal, and readers. I v been in depression lately. I felt like i was someone else lately. My anxiety is suffocating me. (Literally,  there's song that absolutely defined what i v gone through,  Phora - Numb). Therefore, i decided to take a month off.

Last night i v seen another tremendous series of school 2013. I stayed up till midnight. 

In a way, when you see the movie, you see it for a reason, to grab sth that's useful, friend of mine used to say. She's truly analytical. I m admired the way she sees things through different point of view and she hits bullseye.

It's about t. Kang. T. Jung set her jaw to resign the contract with school (Victoria ). There's a conversation between principal and t. Jung on getting her sacked from school. Abruptly,  t. Kang broke the conversation and got involved in it insisting that he should be the one who's fired from school. Eventually, he ventured his bright career for her. Later, t. Jung asked t. Kang why he would commit such altruistic behavior. Despite fact he loved her, he did not admit what he had done why had done, so she would not feel obliged. Instead, he said that he could not v managed the classroom with students like Park Hueng or Jung Ho. Appreciated conduct and wise move!

Friday, July 7, 2017

Book Review - Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum

Spoiler Alert 🚨 🚨 🚨

Baum has a great point view and unique perspective on interpreting universal values and putting them into written form.

In wizard of Oz, he drew attentions to couple of them (global values). What an outstanding example of loyalty!

Dorothy throws the wealthiness, well living into world's face and prefers her own town, where she used to live in poor condition, natural disaster could occur and comprise anytime.

A Scarecrow would turn down ruling the Kingdom to pay his loyalty to Dorothy.

Likewise, a Tin Man, woodman, he could've been the king of Winkies, in the end he did, though he preferred Dorothy instead of the kingdom.

Similarly, a lion, cowardly, would've been the King of the Animals, in the end he did, however, he aimed to help Dorothy till the end she sets off back to Kansas.

Well done Baum! It's a great book for people at all ages.





Short Movie Review - Forty Movies, E5

How do you do, my dear readers? Pleased to meet you all again. Earlier, when we were watching the video (fortymovies), Kelvin, my friend, Greege's cousin, brought this comment forward while everyone in class were sharing their opinion about the Forty's Episode 4. His vauluable comment was about how the old lady, even if she looked like she cared less about things happen to her, she does have that heart that made others feel pity on her.

On the other side, this Episode (5), which is the last episode of fortymovies. Technically, there's more things to talk about the last episode. However, one thing arose my interest where a man was a man of his word. He could've put it away by stating numerous reasons. Although, it was inevitable to meet the cost for the device, he made the real one up, in a shortwhile.

I immensely feel sleepy. I am oftentimes wonder about my own actions. I shall not be sleeping while people from different world going through tough times.

I guess i can't stay for longer. I should wave you off before the fast asleep.




Short Movie Review - Forty Movies, E4

What's up everyone?! You most certainly aware of how I'm going to start my blog. Yeah, you nicked it. It's her again. Literally, I am aware now, I can't just let her go. I wanna feel her everyday around. This's been third day I ve nt seen her in my dream. Even though we can't be forever, all i want it is to feel intimate with her. I wanna get close to her. She would come over and talk to me in dream.

Recently, I've seen another episode of fortymovies, Episode 4. There's only five episodes of Forty movies. Therefore, I don't to be over. I vow I d pray for upcoming Episodes to be released.

This episode describes things I was barely able to say out, how not to judge people who are going through hard times. I strongly suggest audience to watching this episode deliberately again again. Shame of some of us, how the little girl was able to see the nuisance and troubles a person tackling with, yet others gave up after were not able to get the intended respond.

I am going to leave it to you. please leave a comment, down below.

I will see you all very soon.






Thursday, July 6, 2017

Grand Phnom Penh - Water Park

Field trip - water park
In our first week of summer school we have been to Water Park, Grand Phnom Penh, first ever field trip of summer.

We took the road to Grand Phnom Penh by school bus as we had our lunch. When we arrived to Waterpark, we were expecting to see a huge blaster water coaster, colossal flash floods, or decent Caribbean boat. Although, this Waterpark was different from what we were thinking, this place definitely met our needs and expectation.

First, we went to changing room to put on swimsuits and had a shower afterwards.

Literally, we supposed to stick with each other all together. However, we split into groups. Later, with our group we went sliding at blaster water coaster, even if it was not as huge and colossal as the one in Disney Land, we all kicked up our heels. Blast of water, up and down, twisted and turned us around the half of Waterpark at breath-taking speed. We have heard bunch of friends were screaming with fun. It was an amazing water slide.

Technically, we have been sliding for hours and we were worn out. Despite that, we were amused with another thrilling water slide which is challenger slide. It was quite big and we've got a challenge with friends to a high-speed splashdown. It was simply fun!

Not to mention the fact that, few days after the field trip, we have got a treasure hunt activity. We split up into two teams.

Notably, we were asked to find a hidden place, where we would receive our presents. Furthermore, we were given a paper, so we could follow the series of clues in it to range to final destination. Gladly, we all made the mark and unrevealed the place of the hidden treasure. Our present was a shake-drink from DaKasi.

All in all, we are enjoying our time here at ZIS. We've already made new friends. We are looking forward joining in such amazing activities.


Wednesday, July 5, 2017

Colorfy -painting app

Hi there. I've got you a new app to propose, eventually, it's new for me XD, if you're interested in painting or just you don't feel well but stressed, then you should definitely try this app. The app is called colorfy. A colorfy  is for people of all ages, from adults to kids. 

Basically,  it allows you colour the pictures. It is more less similar to the colour book. However, here in the app, you can recolour the picture you ve already painted. Literally,  it seems easy to colour. Though,  it's gonna be a little bit tougher to cordially get the right colours that would fit all together in a single picture.


Technically,  i was suggested to use this app (colorfy). Thanks to her, it helped me to relieve stress.


Here are my couple of jejunely works. Then Imma sharing hers (her IG account), too. Then look at the differences and tell me (via comment) how much i should try to catch her up XD I need to get tutor classes from her to be able to use right colors ar right places.



Here's her work. She'd done amazing job. Appreciated. Additionally,  you can follow her IG. 


Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Short Movie Review - Forty Movies, E3

Hey, good to see you all here again. Recently, after a long time (maybe a month or two) I have nt seen her in dream. The last time I saw her in dream, which was yesterday, I told her she was not doing well, something was not going right. At first, she hesitated, then after a while she said, 'yea, I am little  bit sad'. Unfortunately, I was not able to ask why she would feel sad.

Today, with my friends, Kelvin and Greege, we have watched the third episode of Forty Movies. There's an important scene and moral of the movie Kelvin noticed and kept his eyes out. Teaching others through your actions. Show rather than lecturing. If you  see a person's flaws, instead of judging them (what the hell..? why would you...? F***ing b****...) give them chance to understand their mistakes and learn through experience.




A perfect example of parenting. In case your child have committed a mistake, or misbehaved, or anything that would cause you both in troubles, here's you would tackle with this thpe of problems. Enjoy watching it.



Book Review - Steven Gerrard (My Story)

Spoiler alert 🚨 🚨 🚨

I have read couple of autobiographies of scholars (like Said Nursi, Rumi, F. Gulen, Aristotle, etc.), scientists (Captain Custo, Newton, etc.). Nonetheless, I have never read an autobiography of a sportsman. I'd have imagined I would take my time and read about athletes. I was suggested to read a book of Steven Gerrard, soccer player, dedicated to only team, my idol, Liverpool legend.


His characteristics I admire most:

His modesty: once when he was compared with Maldini, AC Milan Legend, he would say, "Maldini?! What I had done compared with him?" Gerrard would say 'King of (AC) Milan' for Maldini.

He's not an accuser, though, oftentimes he takes the blame once the team laid an egg. For instance, a game against Stoke City, his last ever game for Liverpool, was a disaster. They were kissed the dust for 6-1, luckily he (Gerrard) had the only goal for that game. Once Emre Can was criticized at the end of the game on media, he backed Emre Can, "Can is not a sole to blame. We were all at fault during the game. It was a collective failure. I also needed to take a big chunk of blame for that game'.

His loyalty: His loyalty to Liverpool had become a byword. At his pick of his career where his team couldn't even was able to make for top five in the league, he'd got huge offers from big clubs, kings, of Europe. Although, decisions he would been made was crutial and vital, he had preferred to stay his childhood club.


There's many things to talk about. I am not going to spoil it. Although, in four months I barely could able to plow through a book, coz of load of work and some mental impairment i had to give a stop for few months, I enjoyed reading it. To be able to know of someone's life, especially if it is somebody you love, makes you feel like they are one member of your family, you feel like you have been always together like a close friend.



"When you walk, through the storm, hold your heads up..." (p. 432)
'My dad used to say when i was a kid, "This's where it starts. Everything you've done before this has gone"'.

Short Movie Review - Forty Movies, E2

I was thinking of why i would meet friend of mine, why her but not others?! I met her for a reason. Why?! one reason out of a hundred, back in time, i was struggling to get rid of a bad habit that i kept it up for a decade. Everytime wished for someone who'd help me to stop me from committing that bad habit. I even admitted many times, "I couldn't get through it no matter how hard i tried, I am defeated, please help!" after seeking for help repeatedly, after ten years, I met her. You tell me now, how would I be disloyal towards her, how would i leave her, especially tough times going through?!

Recently, I v seen the second episode of Forty. It was one of the significantly substantive short movie I v ever watched (episode 2 (teaser)). The prominent message they brought forward was about racism. Once, I watched it, this particular story boar my mind when an arrogant man used to torture, bully, and torment people around, particularly to a young guy who seemed too humble. Time passed by, an arrogant man started to lose power, put on weight and became doomed. He moved to a new place, town, where there's full of gangsters.

He learned his lesson once in day one he got bullied for his look, the way he talks, so on and forth. Once, he was surprised when he saw a man passing by pedestrian. He was a man he used to bully a lot, humble man. Humble man saw immensely pity for him. Humble man was the son of a headman of the town. Therefore, he was respected by people of the town.

A humbe man once said, "Whoever hurts him, is like he's hurting me, too!"



Sunday, July 2, 2017

Triple F's - Day six

Hey there, we are in a summer school with lovely friends, Kelvin and Greeke. We have chosen our 'Fast five favourites of Day 6'. They were based movie, actor/actress, reading book, book character, and the producer/author.

Here are my fast five favourites:

1. Movie: 13 reasons why (+18 though)

Movie

2. Actor: Denzel Washington, I love the most of movies he's performing in.




















3. Reading Book: All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven



















4. Book Character: Theodore Finch, he was seeking for a place that he could fit in
Finch
Violet
   

5. Author: Jay Asher, the author of 13 Reasons Why


Book cover




Jay Asher

Short Movie Review - Forty Movies, E1

Have you ever wonder why would bunny huggers (animal lovers) love animals so much? Is it because they fall for animals? or is it because the way their life system work, how many things, hidden treasures, they've got that would amaze people?

Today, I've seen a video (short movie, credit to fortymovies) that reminded me of the question I stated above, why they (animal lovers) would love animals so much while there's these human creatures treat animals like a dirt.

Our values guide our decisions. Yea you heard it right. Would a man pay no attention to money (huge amount) that has been offered and prefer the life of a living thing for it. How thoughtful, softhearted, and kind of him.

I've seen this valuable feeling on friend of mine. She is too protective over people around, as well as respects and values living things, besides humans :) (sometimes humans are the wild creatures ever who would destroy world for their own benefit). Since I am not  allowed to spread hatred, instead of saying 'I hate', I would say I immensely condemn those people who would only serve both their own interest, benefit.

All in all, it's only man's job who are able to respect every single living creature (from human to animals, from insects to amphibians) without judging or look down on. I would like to end the blog 'Spread love, but not hatred'.

Have a perfect weekday!

Book Review - Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon

Spoiler Alert 🚨 🚨 🚨

Hi my dear readers, nice to meet you all again. I am really obligated. This is the first book I've completed after a long break (4 months) from reading. I find this book similar with my life I am going through with. Likewise, Maddy, I was living in my own world until somebody got in and pulled me out there, similarly as Olly did to Maddy. Literally, Maddy ain't regretful of meeting Olly and get to introduce her with world. Frankly, I am thankful of that person who's the reason who I am, how I am feeling right now. Thank you!

Additionally, Maddy is very lucky she's got Carla, her nurse, around. She's very understanding and supportive. Unlike, her mom, Pauline, is being overprotective about Maddy that even she's committed a crime of taking Maddy's right from her hands. However, Maddy is thoughtful and understood how life was a disaster for her mom after losing her husband and a son on a traffic accident.

I have learned and drew some conclusions after reading the book. Love gets people crazy. Just remember, I don't say do not love, love until your heart melts down, but love without expecting. Oftentimes, conditional love ends up with disappointment. Both Olly and Maddy, at the end learned how to love each other unconditionally.

Finally, dear everyone, it's perfect to be overprotective. Though, we need to give some space whom we are taking care of. Sometimes, confiscating things they spend on (like electronic device, favorites things they are busy with) may lead to discourage. Give them some personal space.


Thank you for taking time reading it. I don't want to spoil further. Have a good Sunday!

Movie Review - School 2013, E13

Sacrifice a virtue?

This's  the third month of thinking about the thing. I can't find a way out to leave it behind. Should I stop talking to a person? This person wrest me out of swamp I was in. There's tons of things to talk about this person. I can't thank enough for what this person have done for me. There's times when I was completely lost, this person drag me out from foggy, cloudy nights. I was in my shell, my small world. I was too afraid of facing with real world. Now I am not in my small world, thanks to this person. Am I regretful of being dragged out of my shell? No, definitely not.

I feel like secured whenever this person is around. This person is the only one whom I could count on. However, when I am around this person, I feel like i cause troubles, make this person down, put in difficult situations, take the only happiness this person's looking for. My mind is saying leave but my heart says no. My mind made its choice but I can't seem to let go thinking of things this person's done. Is leaving an only option? Is sacrificing a virtue?

Well, I am done with E13. I wish I could be my version of Teacher Jung and Kang. They're both fitting to each other. Teacher Jung is a type of teacher who'd cry for hours if she even hurts an ant. On the other hand, teacher Kang would always be around like a stiff and rigit tree, a tree where you can throw yourself on.

At least, once in your life there'll be a moment when you want to die. It's not wrong to think that you want to die... But, it's a great thing to endure it and to overcome your desire to die.

You've gone over a big mountain every single day every tiny moment. Even, I am not around you, i will never let you leave from my mind. never. I will be there whenever you need me or need somebody to talk to

I love you

Thursday, June 29, 2017

Self-image

Hey there, hope you have got a brilliant, at least good, weekday. We've got an activity called self-image where you are given a picture to talk about the background story or the message alluded.

The pictures were shuffled and I picked a the one a man shouting to a guy where the guy was responding the hatred with a smile. I surfed internet to get the picture online, though i could not fish it out. I uploaded a similar picture though, please check it out.
A guy is as cool as cucumber


The message I've gotten from the picture was how to counterattack once you're being scolded or someone beat craps out of you. No matter what you are often being chewed out when you are uttering the truth or when you are being judged of actions you'd committed. It's no longer mistake. Whoever starts the dispute and that whoever starts with shouting or scolding or storming out, they reveal their true-selves.

There's this saying by Dalai Lama when the disputes are being tried to cleared up by hatred and anger he would simply says the truth that the anger cannot be overcome with anger itself. The other way around, it results with the disappointment,. Literally, the result turns out to a disaster. On the other hand, if you are able to go over your anger and show the opposite of the anger, hatred like taking things into halfway, showing compassion, sympathy, love, patience and tolerance, then it is going to benefit both side, you and your counterpart. You will be remaining peaceful, win the game, and you will be helping your fellow's anger to diminish.

Finally, I would like to put this post lid on with Dalai Lama's tremendous quote, 'The first drawback of anger is that it destroys your inner peace, and distorts (misguides) your view of reality. If you think about this and come to understand that anger is really unhelpful, that it is only destructive, you can begin to distance yourself from anger.'

Hey me, always remember that if i don't flare up at someone who's immensely mad, angry, then I win the battle, even if it is a hard to win one.

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Book Review: 'Rich Man, Poor Man' (by T. C. Jupp)

Rich Man, Poor Man

I am in summer school having fun with students. We read this book that made me think of if I should ever trust anybody.

There's elderly, Adam, and  his wife, Martha were living an ascetic life in a village of Minta, India. Their only son, who were working for making a living, is in London, UK.

One fine day, a postman passed by the farm Adam and Martha working at. He delivered them a letter, a letter from his son, Saul. At first, both of them were worried because they have not got word of him for two years. Additionally, both Adam and Martha were illiterate. Therefore, they decided to call a school teacher to read the letter aloud for them.

There's this message in the letter once a school teacher read it bassly, 'Don't worry about me. I am fine. There's 100 pounds I leave for you to buy anything you would like to.' The rest of the story is quite long. Adam goes to the city of Darpur to exchange the money order with a cash.

Throughout his long three day journey to Darpur, he experienced lots of bittersweet moments that everyone of us need to take example of. He's been fooled a lot, by photographer, by businessman. At the same time, he's been treated hoggishly. Many people he met with, in Darpur, were just too disrespectful with him which later he beat craps out of this particular person, a photographer, he beat him up to death.

The moral of the story is not to trust anybody in a breeze, no matter how trustworthy he/she is.

I got this message from the book while reading. Do not trust your mind either. I mean there's times when your heart/gut doesn't think the same way as your mind/thoughts do. So, learn how to be able to question everything. Do not trust or accept things at ease.

Monday, June 26, 2017

My Lovely Pet (short story)

It was my birthday, 12th, when I asked, by my parents,  what I wanted for my birthday. At the outset, I thought they were joking around since I have never asked once if wanted anything for my birthday. They always celebrated my birthday with a cake, candles lit on. I was only asked to make a wish while puffing lights out. 'I want a little wildly predator pet' only thing I could utter since I was freaking nervous and excited.

Finally, the day come up and I ran out of my room directly downstairs to check on the knocked door. 'Is this Mr. Potters' house?' a mailman asked with smiley face holding a notebook and pen on hand. 'Yea, you are exactly staying in front of a queen Potter!' I smiled back. Mailman beamed and continued, 'Could you please sign here your excellencies?' passing the notebook and pen to me. 'Ought I need to do that?! okay, let me do it for you, then.' After the short conversation a mailman left the premise leaving a box in front of the door.

I managed to get the box in somehow. It was a dead weight box, 7 kg. I was not keyed up like I am feeling now, because I totally forgot it was my birthday. Well, I did know that it was my birthday today, but that guy (mailman) made me forget myself, I was like I went in somebody's head. Now, I am frenetic to see what is in it.

Boom! You can't be serious mom and dad. How would you both dare to do this to me?! Do you want me to die. I know you both don't like me. You could've told me that to my face. You didn't have to imply it. You both tell me now, how would I raise a crocodile at home!?

I felt like I was not needed after how my parents surprised me with the wildly violently relentlessly predator. Therefore, I decided to call my pet a Dullidle. My one year journey would start with Dullidle.

For couple months, Dullidle would give me a cold shoulder. He would refuse to eat. You won't believe it took me six months six weeks and six days to be able to sleep with him in his hearth and the edge of the room. Now, we are the best inseparable friends. Yea, he got taller, in length, and bigger. He would move slowly to my bed crawling on the tiles and would climb on my bed.

I've learned many things from Dullidle, first things first, how to be actively patient. He taught me how to never give up on him. I must presume loving someone would need this kind of  dedication, loyalty.

Never give up on anyone you love. Maybe you are the only ones for them. Even if you can't get any miracles, you can be a miracle to someone.

I changed his name (Dullidle) to Rosy (even if it sounds as a girl name).

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Movie Review - School 2013, E12

Hi my dear readers, i m up here again with you. I was looking forward to meet you again. Honestly, I hate to talk about myself. Since, you're closed ones, I will only tell you how my days were in past few weeks. I don't know if i am too selfish. Luckily, i am here today, with you. Past one month, not to mention, was one of the toughest month for me. I wanted my life to be ended. I am not a suicidal tho, i don't hurt myself either, if we don't count that two days I didn't eat any single piece of bread for 24+ hour. I just feel like there's people who deserve to live, people that this world needs. Theyre getting hurt, and the thing is i m aware of it and still continue living as if nth had happened, having one of the perfect sleeps, one of the delicious meals, and one of the real smiles. That kills me, when i m not being able to share troubles of others. If this does help, i m ready to give my health to them, give ages from my life. dear all, you worth living. You all are beautiful.

This episode, E12, goes for all lovely parents who are overprotective about their children. We all were students once, or at least teenagers. They're humans as us, only couple of ages behind. Presumably, age doesn't matter sometimes. Dear parents, be sure, your children try at some level. It would be unfair to affirm they don't. Just because they're not in the same standard we want them to be, doesn't mean that they're not trying. Believe me, they do. Kind suggestion beloved parents, do not  walk towards your children intending they can do more. If they can do more, they will for sure. We can't force them to be someone or do things in the way we want them to. Sometimes, it is too much for them. They've got enough pressure both inside and outside the school. Let's have an understanding act towards our children. They're the future of the world who re going to make the world a place where everyone else can live. They'd later say black lives matter, say no to racism, a powerful weapon is education but not armoury.
Thank you so much for your precious time.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

Movie Review - School 2013, Episode 8

Hello, dear ladies and gentlemen. wow, incredible, i am still wide awake (2:35AM). For the first time after a long time, iv seen more than one movie (E7 & E8, School 2013). i m here to talk about E8.

i won't take your time. I m here to summarize whole movie scene with a tremendous quote, 'Choose whatever you choose in that way so that later you ve to face the consequences of your choice'.

There's consequences of every action we've acquitted ourselves. Let's make a choice of the best out of the best. Listen to your heart and gut. They're honest with you. Later, before you give your dinal decision, just consult your brain. It often gives you reliable options if you'd hit bullseye.
Bye. I m very glad iv got you as readers. Have a great day!

Movie Review - School 2013 E7

Hi dear reading lovers, it's been quite long since i last wrote a blog post. Well, since you're my only readers i want to know this. I m not feeling good for couple months now. I don't really feel to eat. I sleep a lot. I barely breathe. I m getting lazy day by day. It's not anybody's fault though. It was my own choice. I wanted to feel how depressed people are feeling how they live with these hurdles. Believe me, even thought iv got people around, i feel lonely. sometimes, i think my overthinkings i can't help i can't stop. Apparently, i m not pressing charges against what i feel. I only wanted to share it so if you could see anybody who feels like this, do not judge them, don't let them go. maybe you're the only branch of hope to hold.
I recently ve seen E7, School 2013. I wanted to leave some comments here guys in case you want to see for review of E7.
First things first, i was adviced to watch this Korean Drama, so do i strongly suggest you to watch it, too (In case you like this Kdrama, credits goes to a person who's recommended me).
In this episode, dear friends, you will see how can a teacher be dedicated to his/her job. She set the pace for teachers who are looking forward to get rid of students who're causing problems in class. We only know their names but story behind.
Finally, i wanted to keep it short, let's be actively patient. School is not only for studying. We can't expect them to be robots, 💯 % obedient students, at the end they are human beings like us. I will see you my dear friends around very soon. Happy children' Day!

Monday, May 15, 2017

13 Reasons Why (A Movie Review)

It's been quite awhile since i last enjoyed reading. Can't concentrate on reading nowadays. Why!? simple, coz of  tumultuously horrible time management. I'm trying to get through it though. here's little tip would help you out with managing time efficiently (click). Apparently, everybody's got his/her own way of turning things around. Well, let's through back to our topic. Imma talking, yea, writing, about a TV show which was really powerful and painful. Before we start, I need to mention this, I read the book of this movie (13 Reasons Why (13RY)). There's books i was suggested, i gladly read, that inspired me reading. ( p.s: I'd often tell you s.o suggests/offers/advises sth to read, yea there's s.o whom i really do value the thoughts, opinions, shortly everything) So, i read the book, but skeptically and with bias. This movie helped me to understand the situation of people who're going trhough tough times due to several factors like being judged, bullied, or the thoughts roaming around their mind, or the things (troubles) they'd faced with in the past. Let's get started

The movie was explaining the situation of real life school days, things happen in school, such as bullying, fighting, calling names, etc.
To keep it short, there's couple of topics, which's most certainly essential ones, had been taken on board. These topics are all the causes for unfruitful situations like ending off yourself. If sth like that happens we're all responsible for what happened, not only bulliers or those call names. We ll be asked that we were there and we could've just stopped that things from happening. We shouldda told them, 'Hey buddy, she/he's given a beautiful/handsome name, so why don't we all just address them with their real names?!' You know what, imma keeping it very short with few sentences. I ve learned these things while watching to it (13RY)
1. There's people around whom seem very kind. The truth, for some, is we're just numb, 'a numb devil' would allow these things to happen
2. Don't blame them. blame who?! Those who ve done this to their lives. Maybe, it was their last choices and no one would around. 'Some of them cared, but not enough!!!!!!'
3. No matter whatever arguments you ve with people whom need help around, nvr leave them, even if the rock from sky falls right ober to your head, do not leave them, they need you. 'you nvr know how much a person might mean for others ' Just assume a humble attitude towards them. Let's learn how MEET HALFWAY!
4. Don't cry for others. cry for yourself. they'd done what they did to themselves. We could've stopped them. even id we didn't. we couldda been around them to offer a hand Surely, cry for what d happened. We should definitely shed tears to ourselves for not being able to be around them when they needed us. Further, we should cry to ourselves, coz what if we were the bullies, the ones who're calling names.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Nightmare Teacher (Kdrama)



Hi everyone there, it's been almost a month since we last met here, in blog. Hope you all are doing well. Recently, I've  recommended to watch a TV-Show (Korean drama) called 'Nightmare Teacher', consists of 12 episodes only. Each episode is 10-20 minutes long. I will leave the website here if you're interested in to watch. Today, Imma telling you how much I liked this Kdrama, honestly. Then, hold on your belt tight.
What a exceptional scene producer(s) came up with. They've discussed couple of topics choosing 5-6 characters. Topics treated were bullying, benevolence, contenting ourselves with what we own and of course, not being afraid of facing your actual-self. Occasionally, classroom monitor (CM) of 2-3 class was unhappy and too afraid of facing herself down.
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Literally, there's many things to discuss. Learning how to meet with your real self and grasp the nettles and finally ironing all the knits out. Precisely, smart student's story is a worthy example to it. Everybody in class knew him as a hard working student. However, he often cheated on exam. He was afraid of displaying his real-self so people would no longer treat him as a swotty but copycat.
Finally, 'too much of everything is a poison' (Rumi), this saying could marvelously defines one of the points processed in the drama. For instance, think of a student who wanted to be the 'boss' of the school. The more power he had, more of it he wanted.
Last but not least, we are putting ourselves into pressure because of wanting what others own. You, would have it soon or later if you put your effort on it with the passion and with free jealousy. In my opinion, we have to be thankful of what we have, and always remember there's these people who got worse whenever these thoughts start to poke you.

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Movie Review - School 2013 E4

Hey there! Being a responsible teacher or a student is not so easy, to be totally honest. Once, you look behind, you see you've ventured many things from your life, your youth. I am at same page with this quote, by unknown, 'There's no change without sacrifice'. If we are determined to be a responsible and conscious student or teacher, we have to push our limits and learn how to accept our flaws, if you think you have any. Then we will be less disillusioned if we learn to accept instead of reject or expect.
Here in this episode, new guy, who's just enrolled to school due to his disciplinary problem back in other school, was cutting across the teacher when he rejected to come on the board and solve the mathematical equation. Teacher won his anger and temper. Instead of thinking his haughtiness, he decided to venture it and asked student to see  him in his office. Would be there more applicable strategies to deal the problem right in the scene of contravention? In my opinion, he could've asked him to wait a minute outside the class, and have a quick conversation about how bad is decline teacher's order in class. Impotently, i don't think it'd worked in that class, since all them were mature enough to get what wrong and right were.
Additionally, this episode discussed about bullies in class, whom they think they're top dogs of class. A new guy, i keep forgetting all characters' names, who's just enrolled to school due to his discipline issues back in other school, gave a good speech to these three bullies, 'What's the point of being boss inside four walls? You want all teachers to come running like a pack of dogs?' I still don't think they got their shares since they're enjoying and get a bang out of fighting others, shading innocent tears, making them struggle, and converting school treacherous and elusive environment.
Please comment below, i wonder to know and i am curious to know what will your response be?!
1. Which one is important if we think of a students who's about to achieve something, should s/he set a goal or has a dream? (E3)
2. Dear teachers, do you think skills are more important than experiences? (E4)
thank you so much!